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Sometimes I wonder about my own interests.

How to explain it.

I tend to fall hard for characters of colour, esp. black men, in most fandoms I'm in.

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Charles Gunn on Angel


Lando Calrissian in Star Wars


Victor Henriksen on Supernatural


Derek Morgan on Criminal Minds


Hank Griffin on Grimm


Vernon Boyd on Teen Wolf


Charlie DeSalvo on Highlander


But somehow when I write fic I still mainly seem to focus on white guys. And it makes me worry, am I just loving these guys because they're hot, cause they are?

I keep telling both myself and others that I want to see more of these guys, that I want more focus on them. That they're getting underdevelopped or killed off just when they're getting most interesting. Yet it's only Viktor Henriksen and Derek Morgan that I've used as main characters in fics.

Now admittedly, I don't always write about my fave characters. Even when Buffy was actually my fave character, I rarely wrote her pov in btvs fics, because she was hard to write. And it's easy to use that same excuse for Gunn, even though he's really not that much harder to write than Xander. (esp. since in far too many fics I've read, Xander is actually given Gunn's characteristis, by the same people who also claim they can't write Gunn)

I'm not going to involve Scott McCall, whom I love, in this list, because until someone told me he's hispanic, I didn't even realize he was poc. It's the name, which is probably the reason he was given a non identifying name, but I can't pat myself on the back for preferring a poc character when I didn't even realize he was poc in the first place*eg*

And that's I think my entire issue. I like to think I genuinely love these guys because they're hot, have amazing potential, even when they're horribly underused in canon. But do I love them, or do I love the idea of them?

At times it's hard to call out my own privilige. To call out the notion that maybe I'm just fetishizing these men, instead of loving their actual personalities. And yet...

Who wouldn't love more Viktor Henriksen? There's a reason I've watched each ep with him in it ten or more times, focusing on his scenes.

I dislike it when all the CM fic I see focuses on Reid, and if Derek's in them, he's either paired with Reid, with the fic mainly focusing on Reid, or he's a silent background char. While I keep thinking that if Derek were white, he'd easily be snapped up as the fandom woobie.

When I watch Star Wars, my two fave characters are Luke and Lando, yet Luke is often either just seen as Darth Vader's son, Han's boyfriend or turned into a Gary Stu, while Lando... is little more than the snarky guy in the background.

Don't even get me started on how Gunn was turned into a supporting character for Wesley (blagh). Even though JAR is the far better actor of the two.

Or how Charlie was killed, just as he found out about immortality and that should have been a jumping on point for his character arc, instead of the end of it.

And then there's Boyd. Calm reserved Boyd, who just wanted friends who sat with him at lunch. And who now rejects any attempt at friendship, because the last time he opened up, he was betrayed and he lost the one true friend he had, Erica. And who's now overcome with anger

Or Hank who was sidelined for much of the first season of Grimm, and who in the second season had some fans actually complaining that he got more screentime and a storyline instead of white fan favorite Monroe

I like to think that shows are getting better about giving storylines to poc, and yet... both in fanon as well as canon, these characters are still underserved and are little more than supporting characters to the white protagonists.

And I think I judge fandom for that far more harshly than I do the show. Because as fans we should know better.

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serendip50 From: serendip50 Date: July 13th, 2013 08:55 am (UTC) (Link)
I honestly can't speak about their personal character roles as I have not actually seen most of the shows you mention. The ones I have watched...namely spn, Angel and Criminal Minds are also my unadulterated preference in poc hotness. Derek Morgan coming in as top dog! Yes please, but only as a top preferably with Dean or
Hendrickson is fine, I actually loved his character but again I've only ever read him as a villain and not for a long time now, and that's a shame considering how he ended up!

I understand your grievance for the characters' under-development in Canon and their limited, if any, portrayal in fanfic but I can't explain it either. I can't grasp why poc are so undervalued/used though I would hazard in fanfic anyway, it comes down to personal preference coupled with their limited growth on said programmes, usually being sub-characters. Certainly I have no qualms reading black men in a protagonist role especially if coupled with a fav character. I would get lost in the plot and the colour of anyones skin would pale into insignificance...not really relevant:). So yeah, not really understanding the 'negligence'. Predominance obviously repeats in fanfic.

I hope you are enjoying the summer! x

90scartoonman From: 90scartoonman Date: July 14th, 2013 06:50 pm (UTC) (Link)
So glad Nick let Hank in on the whole Wesen thing. Why would fans complain about his screentime in second two?! The actor injured himself and had to miss a couple episodes!
rebcake From: rebcake Date: July 18th, 2013 01:59 am (UTC) (Link)
I share your POC LUV, and have found that its easy enough to write them if you make the special effort. And that's the issue, isn't it? You have to make a special effort. I suppose I could blame the original writers for not giving us more to work with. I mean, most of the characters are white, so it isn't surprising that most of the fic reflects that. Thankfully, fandom provides prompts to get us going in the right direction, and then all we have to do is follow through. Which is all hard and stuff, but worth it.

I guess my unsolicited advice is to not beat yourself up about it, when that energy is put to much better use in writing the majestic POC fic that you've always wanted to read. I'll wait over here.
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